OWENS, evan michael

[evan michael owens]

CAN WE PRETEND
that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars i could
really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now

EVAN MICHAEL OWENS *

Ummm, hey. My name is Evan Owens and I'm the keyboardist and vocalist for Dream or Die. I'm eighteen years old and I've never smoked a cigarette, joint, or anything else smokable and I don't intend on doing so in the near future. I'll admit to have sipped a glass of champagne here and there on holidays but I'm not the type of guy who goes out and parties whenever he can. I like girls only, but for some reason guys think I'm gay? I don't understand that really, but I guess it's because I get a little touchy with my friends. I always make sure that they're okay with it though, and I don't like physical contact with strangers. Also, numerous people have come up to me and told me that I looked a lot like Jordan Witzigreuter. You know, that guy in The Ready Set? I don't see it, personally, I don't think I could ever look like that.

I've never had sex before. I haven't even kissed a girl before - but I really do love talking to girls. I would really, really like to have a girlfriend - my mom wants me to have one too - but I don't think I would be good enough for any of the girls I'm interested in. Maybe someday I'll meet the right girl for me? I'll just keep dreaming. One of my biggest turn ons for girls is being smart. She doesn't exactly have to be a genius but I don't necessarily want a dumbie either. Girls who have hot bodies and dumb heads make my body happy, but mentally, I don't think I could ever be in a happy relationship with someone like that. Oh and I've just got this thing for brunettes. Turn offs to me are mostly mean girls, dumb girls, and girls who just can't make a sandwhich. I'm kidding, sorry women. I've always wanted to throw that joke out sometime, but it's not as satisfactory as I thought it would be... again, sorry! But anyways, I really like girls who can cook, because I like to, and guys don't really do that often so I never have anyone who will cook with me.

My personality though...? It's hard to explain. I guess I'll start out with the negative things, that way I can bring myself back up with the positive ones, ahah. I'm really socially awkward. I have a hard time making conversation with random people so most of the time I just stay quiet and look cute. I can be really stubborn too, it gets me in trouble with the few friends I have. I really hate myself after something happens because of me being a dumb stubborn kid but I can't really help it. Another thing about me is I'm really, really insecure. I don't like going outside without doing my hair for a long period of time and just making sure everything about me looked up to my out of reach expectations. Once you get to know me though, I try really hard to be there for you and just overall be a good friend. I don't know for sure about these next positive stuff, but it's not coming from me, it's traits that I've been told I have. I'm nice, 'funny' (I don't know where they got that), and I'm a bit of a goofball. I don't really talk unless I'm with people who I'm comfortable with.

I don't have an interesting background story, so there's not much to say there.

I COULD USE A

dream or a genie or a wish to go back to a place much simpler
than this cause after all the partyin' the smashin' and crashin'

my names allie, i'm in the eastern time zone, i don't have any characters other than this one and that's all! (:

Jayden wouldn't want him there, would he? James wasn't sure of that answer until he saw the expression on Jayden's face gradually soften, it told him he was more calm - and more willing to be accepting. James knew practically all of Jayden's emotions and expressions, he knew him all around and just a simple movement from Jayden sometimes meant way more. He soon was intertwining his fingers with Jayden and listening to him, lightly bobbing his head in a nodding fashion and letting a tear escape. He was relieved, but the tears don't disappear in that instant that you feel better. With just a little tug closer in from his boyfriend James was standing the distance that he had truly been wanting to all night but hadn't been able to get over his childish stubbornness to do so. "Okay... I promise." He nodded once in agreement to the no-naked-hugs-with-anna rule, truly, he still wasn't going to get within five feet of her, but Jayden didn't need to know that. It was for him anyway, not like it was a big deal - especially being in favor of Jayden. When Jayden promised that nothing like the Duncan situation would happen again James' head once again bobbed up and down, accepting the apology. "Im sorry too..."

James, more than anything, was ready for the fight to be over also. Hell, he was ready from the moment he first saw Jaydens lips on Duncans. The day was basically a hell on earth for him and he never wanted to experience something like that again. He stepped closer and after saying sorry to Jayden he had looked down once again, just to have his Chin lifted up so that he was looking Jay in the eye once again. Tears flowed down the sides of his face at a slow pace, they were just releasing from having held them in for so long. He closed his eyes when they kissed and he kissed him back, stepping even closer and wrapping his arms around him. After they stopped kissing, James squeezed him a little and rested his chin on Jayden's shoulder. "I love you too."

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you

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