FICTION, sonny india

[julz2]

CAN WE PRETEND
that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars i could
really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now

SONNY INDIA FICTION *

"uh, h-hi there. i'm sonny... sonny india fiction. my name's kind of whacked, i know, but personally, i like it. i usually just go by sonny, but occasionally people will call me sunshine, which i never object to. my family generally calls me india or indy, though. i was named after my grandfather, for some reason, and after he passed away, it's like my first and middle name switched. and then there's india snow, but let's not get into that...

anyway, i'm twenty years old, turning twenty one next february. i'm not too excited, though. it's still a long way off, and i'm doing quite well for myself right now anyway. i'm the manager for back to the dead. truthfully, i didn't know much about them at first, i was simply assigned to them by the company. i was only eighteen when they started out, fresh out of interning, when they decided to give me the job. i was excited, naturally, and i think things have been going alright thus far. i'm glad my boss was nice enough to assign me to a band with a heavier sound. he was all too thrilled at my secret little metal head side when we had first met. so, here i am now, watching over them on yet another tour, and i can easily say, things are never dull.

life on the road is nice. i grew up in a small city in alaska, so yeah, i didn't get out much for a while. i liked the cold though, and the small, tight knit family kind of feeling that the town had. i mean, it came to bite me in the ass eventually, but, oh well. that's the past. yeah, everything was alright for the most part, growing up. my mom was an accountant, and my dad was the cities mortician, and when you're a little kid, that kind of sucks, i can admit. i got picked on a lot when i was little, because i was always fascinated by his work, and i guess being into horror movies and such because of that is grounds to alienate someone when you're young. whatever, though. not my fault little kids can appreciate a good zombie movie. -laughter- i guess because of it, i've always been kind of timid, but i'm not gonna start shaking the minute someone talks to me. i'd just... rather not talk first. or at all if i'm nervous, only because then i'll stutter. just a little. that's embarrassing. hah.

i guess i was kind of a nerd throughout school, and still kind of am. i kept to myself, mostly, and did good in school. all that honors, and deans list, name in the local paper kind of thing. by the time i got to high school, i was content in my social role, and was fine with being the quiet girl in class with my nose always buried in a book, and big, gaudy DJ head phones blaring pantera or pink floyd. classic rock and metal never get old. things didn't really pick up until my junior year. i really hate talking about this, though... i, uh, s-sort of gotintoporn. i know, i know, i know. i was technically only seventeen, but, well my boyfriend at the time was very, er, persuasive. see, i'm plagued with this problem where i have this issue with being with nice guys, because, well, i don't know. i'm a masochist. pain is my thing, i guess, so, i tend to land in, err, well, shitty situations. so, for almost a year, i had this webcam show and stuff, and uh, yeah. i mean, we made quite a bit of money, but, god. it's humiliating. it almost cost me everything. thankfully, it's far in the past, and after i moved, i never heard of it again. of course, living in such a small town, news spread like wildfire once one stupid, ignorant asshole had to go and blow my cover. my parents could hardly look at me for a while. most of the older citizens never let it go, which i why i didn't think twice about leaving. the only bad habit that followed me out of that place was the adderall.

i moved to washington after i graduated, and started going to school for business. i actually just finished up my last online course before the beginning of summer. so, school's all set for now, past is behind me, and now i'm on tour. i love my work. i'm very focused -whether i want to be or not. except, i always want to be. i like figuring problems out and coming up with solutions. it helps being an optimist, i guess. it just makes everything so stress free -which i love. stress is the worst. then again, it's hard to stress when you're crashing from adderall. then you're just this, this void, stoic, emotionless... uh, yeah. nevermind. though, that part is helpful when dealing with the boys. i know the guys in back to the dead aren't nice. it helps having dealt with all the shit i did, i guess, because, well, what worse can they do? i don't get annoyed easily. got to have a thick skin sometimes, you know? i mean, obviously things get to me, but i know how to handle myself.

oh, and apparently i look like lindyfu. aaaand, i'm terrified and amazed by the ocean. i could sit and watch it for hours, but i can't go in. or any large body of water, really. at least, not past like, my ankles. i fell in a lake when i was eight. freezing water is not fun.

uh, so. yeah. i think that's just about everything. thanks for having me. see you later!"

I COULD USE A

dream or a genie or a wish to go back to a place much simpler
than this cause after all the partyin' the smashin' and crashin'

i'm julz! still chillin' in the eastern timezone, and this is my second character, following mister dakota anderson. there's the rules word and an example of my work in his application ;D

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you

this application was made by two birds. of caution. steal and her hoard of zombies will come and eat your brains.